A Thousand Years - Christina Perri (cover)

oke i know this is too much

i just bored

heh

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R.

:p

recorded using my iphone

Eyes

the eyes never lie

look into the eyes

you will see everything inside

the truths and the lies

every words come out from the lips

hard to trust

just look in the eyes

Jason Chen

damn!

i'm totally in love with his voice

*drooling*

music never sleep

Confession

truly, deeply, madly in LOVE

:')

There Is A Time

there is a time

a time that i'm alone

crying my tears out

there is a time

when my brain has so many things inside

i could cry but i couldn't

there is a time

i suddenly cry

and keep crying

without any reason

it just happened

there is a time

i lost my mind

i couldn't think

i couldn't tell anyone

there is a time

i'm down

no one could help me

no one knows

it is just me

i lost myself

where am i?

Wishlist # 4

Macbook Air

yeah i'm addicted to Apple now

gonna get this instead of Ipad

because i already have Iphone4

so no need to get the Ipad

lappy is more important now!

i need new lappy

this one!

Missing

this is just a short update

i really love my life so far

i've my family, friends and bf

i have them when i need them

but deep in my heart

down in it

i feel like i'm missing something

i always thinking and keep thinking

what should i do?

i mean my life

what i want in my life?

i really want to study next year

i swear

but i just think that it won't happen

and i don't know why

what should i do now?

Highlight

people might think sometimes i'm being selfish, heartless, mad or angry. but nobody could see what's inside me. how i feel? how i should react? how am i gonna pretend that's nothing happened? i'm just a normal human who live this life like the others.

i can't be the person that others wanted me to be. i'm just being myself. i'm being the person that i wanted to be. not others. it's not everyday or every minute i'm being that bad. it's just sometimes. the time when i'm stress, tired of working, sick of other people.

what do u really expect from me? u expected that i will always smile, laugh till my tears fall down, being crazy all the time? nah, that's not human being. we all have feelings. we have mixed up feelings sometimes. and that's why we being mad or angry.

oke why people never see when we're being nice or good? when we care about them? when we love them more than ourselves? when we lend our ears to listen to their problems? when they need our hand to help them? because people always forget whatever others did to them especially when it's the good thing. they never appreciate us.

but when we sometimes did something bad for instant we being moody or angry, they will say that we have no heart. we are bad. something like that. isn't that normal? it's normal. like i said, we all have feelings. we smile, we laugh, we cry, we mad, we stress.

one thing i wanna highlight. please do understand for what people do, act or say. they might be more worst if u don't understand them. and please, do remember and appreciate what they did. don't see the bad side of them because i think they did more good things than bad one. always remember and appreciate the person u care and love.

.Neddy.

There'll Be No Sunlight If I Lose You Baby

the saddest song i ever heard from Bruno Mars

i think this is my favorite song for now

i wish i had a bf like him

sweet, romantic and loving

that's what i see from him from his song

loveyou BM!

.Neddy.

Paris Hilton

Oke i'm so addicted & in love with her brand. Too much. When i was in school i loved Guess like hell but unfortunately, the quality of their stuff dissapointed me. I bought handbags & watches but the handbags ouhh gosh! I can't use the bags anymore.

Salute to Paris Hilton's! Quality, the best. Price, affordable. Stuff, nice & trendy. I just love the brand! Gonna get the handbag soon!

.Neddy.