Monday, August 29, 2011

Happy Eid Mubarak


i swallow my pride and seek forgiveness
for all my wrong doings
intentionally or unintentionally
maaf zahir dan batin

every good wish for today and always
Eid Mubarak
Happy Independent Day Malaysia!


Sunday, August 21, 2011


tears won't easily fall down
when it falls down
there's must be something really hurt
something that hurt your heart
something that bleed your heart inside


Friday, August 19, 2011

F*** YOU

this is for u
the person who always stalks my blog
and stalks my life
the person who always leave a message at my CHATBOX in this blog
the person who always said i am 'minah rempit' and my EX was 'rempit'
poor u idiot
there's no more chatbox in my blog

know what?
you're just pathetic
and piece of shit
why you're so obsess with me?

someday, i'll know who u are
just wait till the time comes
that time, u will regret
and that time, i will laugh my lungs out

whatever u did and said to me at my chatbox
i don't even care man!
just wait idiot, just wait



Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Please Mind Your Own Business

hello again. just got back from work. i've new story to tell u guys. what else? it's about another staff at my work place. heh. it's a guy again. i don't know why i'm sooooo famous among those guys who really love to know about me and really love to talk about me.

oke this guy known as D, i don't even know him in my life. i knew him since i was working at Lexis Port Dickson. i was deadly shocked when suddenly one of my colleague asked me something that i don't even like. then i said to her, where did she know about that. and she said this guy, D, told her. huh? i was like 'am i a singer or an actress or something?'. i'm so famous because i don't know that guy but he knows me so well huh.

and just now, when i was busy doing my work, he came to me and suddenly he asked me about my Ex. ehh? can u please shut up? that what was in my mind. hello? what are u? paparazzi? stalker? spy? i don't know u man! how many times i need to mention this? I DON'T KNOW U!

why this guy really interested in me? please get a life. stop being a busy body person. you're not a girl. note that. i never talk about u or talk to u oke? so please, mind your own business. it's been a year i'm not with my ex. now i've my own life, new lover which is better than my Ex. don't talk to me because i don't feel like talking to u. you're pathetic and have that stupid mind.

#3words for u idiot : Get A Life!

p/s : i can be good and bad depends on how u treat me


Sunday, August 14, 2011

I Don't Even Bother About This Stupid Guy

hey dearest readers and stalkers. its been awhile i didn't update my blog. yeah, life isn't easy compared to last time when i was studying. since i was working at Lexis Port Dickson, i've no time to facebook-ing, twitter-ing, blogging and hanging out with my friends. shoot! i work shift. and my off day isn't on weekends. FML!

but yeah, this is the first time i work in hotel lines. many thing i've learned about it. dealing with many people especially the guests. for God sake, there are so many people out there with different attitudes. some of them are cool, some just full of shit. for whatever they are, i still have to respect them as they are the customers.

that's about the guests. let's talk about the other staff there. most of them are cool and awesome. they're just like a normal person. like me. i'm trying to be friendly as i'm a new staff there. and yeah, they're cool with me. always help me whenever i need their help or i didn't understand certain things.

just this few staff, i don't even like them. know why? they never respect me! especially this one guy working with me. OMG! at first, i thought he's oke, like another staff. but day by day, he made me like i'm a bitch. and i started to hate him when he said to me :

'kau ni bodoh la, kan aku da cakap, apa apa kita na cakap, bila tada orang je. kalau ada orang, jangan cakap apa apa. bodoh kau ni'

can u imagine that? he called me 'bodoh'? it's not only that. he always talk about my pride. he simply called me 'bohsia' and all. i don't even know what's his problem. when he sees my face, he started to use bad words. he never use it with other staff, only me. and fyi, i never knew him. he didn't know me as well. but, if you're in my shoes, what u will do? he keeps calling me 'bodoh' and 'lembab' when i did any mistakes. fuck sake, i really hate this guy man!

and this morning, my senior assistant manager asked me about this because yesterday, he realized that i wasn't in a good mood. i kept quiet until my shift finished. he told me that he heard what that guy called me. he was there yesterday. and he said, don't bother about him, he just an asshole. thank God, my assistant manager is a good guy.

so yeah today, i didn't talk to that asshole at all! seriously, never in my life, a guy called me with a bad word. i don't even know, what kinda person this guy. an animal with stupid brain maybe? haha. whatever.

without that guy in my working life, i'm all happy with other staff. it's not really about yourself if people don't even like u, sometimes it's about the person who has a mental problem. stupid!