Missing

this is just a short update

i really love my life so far

i've my family, friends and bf

i have them when i need them

but deep in my heart

down in it

i feel like i'm missing something

i always thinking and keep thinking

what should i do?

i mean my life

what i want in my life?

i really want to study next year

i swear

but i just think that it won't happen

and i don't know why

what should i do now?