I Am Not Good

depression

i hate it!

i feel like killing myself

crying out loud

burst everything out

but i know i can't do all that

when i'm depress,i feel the pain inside my chest

seriously it's killing me

here's the thing :

sometimes it's really hard to be good,neither perfect

i know i'm not that good

and i can't satisfy everyone

i am me

i'm not a good daughter,a good friend and a good girlfriend

maybe sometimes i just do things by follow my heart

i can't think wisely

i just can't think

i am stubborn

because i just do anything that i want

without think about others feeling

but i will try to be good

i will try to be nice

i'm sorry

.Neddy.