Puas

susah untuk kita memuaskan hati orang lain. sebab? kita ta sempurna. kita ta tahu apa yang orang lain suka atau pun tidak. perlu ke kita buat semua benda untuk puaskan hati orang lain? ta perlu kan? bila kita suka, orang lain sibuk kata kita ni poyo la, over la. salah ke kalau kita na beritahu orang kita suka? ada saja yang ta kena bila kita buat apa apa yang kita suka.

kenapa perlu complain itu ini? kalau ta suka apa apa yang aku buat, pedulikan aku. aku manusia yang mempunyai perasaan sama seperti manusia manusia lain. mahu bergurau boleh. ta salah. tapi berpada pada. kalau kau ta suka cara aku, kau ta perlu kawan dengan aku. aku ta penah complain, kata kau itu ini. bila kau poyo, aku ta penah kata kau poyo. bila kau macam bagus, aku ta penah kata kau macam bagus. tapi bila aku? kenapa kau na sibuk?

memang susah na puaskan hati manusia seperti kau. yang mungkn cemburu dengan kebahagiaan orang lain kot. aku pun ta berapa na faham perangai manusia macam kau. yang aku boleh buat, abaikan apa saja kata kata kau pada aku. duduk diam. senyum.

Jauh

bila kita da terbiasa call hari hari, text hari hari, tiba tiba sampai satu masa tu, semua ta boleh buat. maklumlah, suddah berjauhan. perasaan sedih dan rindu tu mesti ada. tapi orang kata, kenalah sabar. ta lari gunung dikejar. ujian yang diberi perlu dilalui dengan tenang dan sabar. yang penting kita tau, kita sayang dia dan dia sayang kita kan? apa yang aku boleh buat sekarang, hanya tunggu. tunggu dengan sabar ta kiralah berapa lama.

.Neddy.

On Shuffle

1. Put your i-Tunes, WMP, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 5 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
THEN YOU LOVE ME by Lady Gaga

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
CLOSER by Corrine Bailey Rae

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
WHATAYA WANT FROM ME by Adam Lambert

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
LONG DISTANCE by Bruno Mars

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
VALENTINE by Kina Grannis

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
DYNAMITE by Taio Cruz

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
MARRY YOU by Bruno Mars

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
ERASE ME by Kid Cudi ft Kanye West

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
RUDE BOY by Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE by Boys Like Girls

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I LIKE IT ROUGH by Lady Gaga

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
PYRAMID by Charice ft Iyaz

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
DO YOU REMEMBER by Jay Sean

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
TALKING TO THE MOON by Bruno Mars

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
EENIE MEENIE by Justin Bieber ft Sean Kingston

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
COOLER THAN ME by Mike Posner

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
GOING WRONG by Armin Van Buuren

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
BATTLEFIELD by Jordin Sparks

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
TOGETHER by Kina Grannis

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
MAMA DO by Pixie Lott

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
BREAK YOUR HEART by Taio Cruz

TAGGED TO WHOEVER WANTS TO BE TAGGED :D

.Neddy.

Tadika

aku berlari lari anak menaiki tangga rumah kayu dan terus membuka kasut Spark aku sebelum masuk ke dalam rumah kayu itu. rumah kayu yang dibina dijadikan sekolah tadika Islam. aku terus mencari kerusi 'pink' kegemaran aku. namun hampa. tiada satu pun kerusi berwarna 'pink' yang kosong.

aku : awak, bangunlah. tu kerusi saya.

budak lelaki 1 : eh, ini kerusi saya lah.

aku : *menangis*

aku terus berlari ke arah Cikgu Sheila dan mengadu kepadanya kerusi 'pink' aku diambil orang. aku menangis teresak esak tanpa mempedulikan orang lain.

Cikgu Sheila : awak bagi Nadirah kerusi ni ye? nanti cikgu ambilkan awak kerusi lain.

budak lelaki 1 : baik cikgu.

aku ketawa keriangan. yes! dapat jugak aku duduk dekat kerusi 'pink' tu. padan muka kau budak. haha.

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loceng berbunyi menandakan waktu rehat. kami beratur untuk mengambil makanan. menu hari itu mihun goreng dan teh o panas. aku yang beratur di hadapan sekali mengambil mihun goreng pada makcik jaga makanan itu. aku sibuk meminta makcik jaga makanan tu air teh o dalam cawan plastik warna 'pink'. nasib baik ada. aku ke tempat duduk aku semula untuk menikmati mihun yang macam sedap tu.

budak lelaki 2 : makcik, saya na tambah mihun lagi

aku : eh, kalau saya belum tambah makanan saya, sorang pun ta boleh tambah okeeee! *jeling*

budak lelaki 2 : tapi saya lapar *muka kesian*

aku : ouhh! boleh tambah, tapi tunggu saya habiskan makanan saya dulu ye

budak lelaki tersebut terus pandang ke arah aku dan menunggu aku habis makan. aku buat bodoh saja. biarkan dia tunggu aku habis makan. haha.

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waktu persekolahan pada hari itu sudah tamat. aku keluar selepas bersalaman dengan Cikgu Sheila. aku ke tangga untuk mendapatkan kasut Spark aku. aku duduk di tangga dan memakai kasut aku sebelum pulang ke rumah bersama Cikgu Sheila. aku memerhatikan ada beberapa orang rakan aku, memakai kasut yang tidak sama dengan aku.

aku : korang semua, esok beli kasut Spark macam aku dekat Bata ye. siapa ta beli, ta boleh tambah makanan esok.

semua : *mengangguk*

aku pulang bersama sama Cikgu Sheila

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keesokan harinya, aku ke sekolah seperti biasa dan mendapati beberapa orang rakan aku membeli kasut yang sama dengan aku. kasut Spark.

p/s : korang rasa aku Bossy ke? -.-"

.Neddy.

Thanks

thanks for the time. thanks for coming back to Malaysia just to meet me up. thanks for being such a good boyfriend. thanks for taking care of me when i'm sick. thanks for being there when i need you. thanks for everything. you just complete my life. and i appreciate that. you just left to Russia yesterday. and the feeling was like OMG, i don't know. speechless. but, i know, you'll be back again. i just have to wait for four months. and yeah, i enjoyed every single time with you. thanks again. will miss you.

Valentine's Day

i only celebrated it once in my life.it was two years ago.that was the first and last Valentine.so far.haha.it's not because i don't wanna celebrate it.it is because most of the previous Valentine's day,i was single.seeing everybody with their lover celebrating it every year makes me a bit jealous.and sometimes sad too.i know some people said,everyday is a Valentine's day not only on 14th February.yeah,that's true.but yeah i just wanna make that date 14th February a special day.a day with my love.because everybody in this world celebrating Valentine's day.i don't need much,i just want it to be special.

this is from my dad :

What does really a girl wants from her man?she loves guys who delve into her interests and favorites.know her favourite foods,colors,hobbies,and more.she will appreciate the gesture and will love you more.speak to her from the heart.it doesn’t matter if it’s a sweet little nothing.as long as the words come from your heart,a big smile from her heart will come out.

Some tips on how guys could best pamper their girls this Valentine.what a girl wants?normally,a girl is more romantic than the boys.girls are so sweet that most of the time can ultimately capture the stony heart of a guy.girls are more expressive with her feelings.though she manages to hide but the reality is in her eyes.thus,a guy would definitely know how his girl feels.

so,feel me and touch me :)

Happy Valentine's Day in advance <3

.Neddy.

Busuk

• manusia ni,kalau buruk orang cepat saja sebarkan dekat satu dunia.kalau baik orang,terus ta nampak,jadi buta.
• manusia jadi bangga,kalau burukkan orang lain,aibkan orang lain.dia nampak bodoh dan lemah kalau cerita kebaikan orang lain.
• semua manusia ta sempurna,ada buruk dan baiknya.jangan ingat memburukkan orang lain tu boleh menampakkan diri tu sempurna.BULL SHIT.
• jangan sebarkan fitnah,kalau tidak tahu cerita sebenar.tambah dosa saja.
• di luar nampak baik,sopan,tutup semua aurat.bagus!tapi hati busuk.menjaja nama orang,memburukkan orang pada satu dunia.

p/s : saya juga bukan sempurna.saya manusia biasa.tapi tidak pernah MENTION nama orang yang saya tidak suka di blog saya.tidak perlu buat begitu.entry entry di blog saya juga sudah lama tidah marah marah,memaki hamun.sebab saya rasa tidak perlu.tapi kali ini,entry ini,GENERAL.untuk peringatan kepada semua.jangan cerita keburukan orang kalau tidak tahu hal sebenar.bukak mata,minda.saya minta maaf.saya sangat marah.

.Neddy.

Twitter & Awesome People

Twitter?

yeah,currently i spend most of my time with Twitter

i forget about facebook even Blog

LOL

this is because i followed lots of awesome people there

thanks to all my followers too

they're friendly,funny and cool

i know 133 followers are not that much

but still,they're nice man

lifeless?

whatever!

.Neddy.

New Perfume

Paris Hilton Siren

i got this new perfume

another collection!

thanks mum

i love you so much!

promise to be a good girl

hehehe

.Neddy.

Things I Hate The Most

• waiting
• cockroach
• snake
• people who tell everyone that they're rich but actually they're not (loser)
• liar
• people who love to show off
• childish
• backstabber
• people who don't respond to my call/text (throw away your fucking phone loser!)
• player
• people who love to force others
• STONER (fuck off)
• people who gets involve in drugs (fuck off)
• people who don't know how to think with their brain
• dark
• people who don't really like me ( i don't need you in my life)
• broke
• guys who love to play with girls feeling (get a life fucker!)
• bitches

p/s : i will add up if i have something else.no offense oke?

.Neddy.

Jason Derulo - What If

seriously i love this song

i keep repeating this song until i don't wanna listen to it

but no,i can't stop

damn!

i can cry

i can scream

this is so sad man!

.Neddy.