I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for hurting you I'm sorry for making you cry I'm sorry I didn't realize why I'm sorry for not understanding you I'm sorry for all those fights I'm sorry for not listening I'm sorry for not trying I'm sorry I failed you I'm sorry I didn't try I'm sorry for not caring I'm sorry for not supporting you I'm sorry I really am I'm sorry it was too late I'm sorry I cried all night I'm sorry I never found you I'm sorry your hearts lost I'm sorry I couldn't cure it I'm sorry but I'll try now I'm sorry if its too late I'm sorry but I have to try I'm sorry for being so bad I'm sorry for being so down I'm sorry for not understanding you when I wasn't even around I'm sorry for underestimating you I'm sorry I let you fall that time I'm sorry for losing your heart I'm sorry I wish things will be ok I'm sorry for being an idiot I'm sorry,I 'm sorry .Neddy.

Bola

semalam 30.10.2010 aku menonton Piala Malaysia 2010 di stadium negara BJ bersama kawan kawan yang lain.ramai sangat penonton.haru-biru jadinya stadium.terutamanya penonton kelantan.adegan baling baling botol perkara biasa.letupan bom pun ada.penonton di stadium terpaksa bersabar.kami yang menyokong negeri sembilan masih berbangga dengan pasukan kami walaupun kalah.reff unfair kot.tahniah kepada yang menang.

p/s : berhati hati ketika menonton bola di stadium.jaga diri.

.neddy.

Haters

thanks because you hate me

you just make me famous

me and him don't give a damn what you haters say

jealousy is you

KILL YOURSELF

.Neddy.

Selipar vs Kaki

sudah sepuluh bulan aku pakai selipar yang sama.memang kalau keluar ke mana mana aku akan pakai selipar aku yang satu itu.selipar ungu kegemaran aku.pergi kelas,pergi tengok wayang,pergi shopping,pergi mamak,pergi karaoke,pergi pantai.memang itu saja selipar yang aku pakai untuk berjalan.sebabnya aku sangat selasa hanya dengan memakai selipar itu.tahan lasak.ta menipis mahupun terkoyak.

sepuluh bulan lepas,aku beli selipar itu.aku pilih saiz tujuh.sebab masa tu,apa apa kasut atau selipar,saiz aku memang saiz tujuh.tapi sekarang kenapa kaki aku mengecil?selipar tu jadi besar ke?dua dua ta masuk akal.kasut yang aku boleh pakai sekarang saiz lima.saiz tujuh sudah besar untuk kaki aku.pelik kan?

hari hari aku fikir.kaki aku ke yang kecil?tapi mana boleh kaki mengecil.kalau difikirkan,memang boleh jadi gila.selipar aku pakai tu pun da jadi besar.tapi aku suka pakai.aku pakai saja.janji selipar tu warna ungu.

.Neddy.

Rambut

saya na rambut macam dia boleh ta?

lepas tu na kurus macam dia

sebab saya minat dia sangat

iloveyou

.Neddy.

Video Call

had a conversation via video call (skype) with Juice.

imissyou so much and rasa puas dapat cakap dengan you

and tengok you gerak gerak.

hehe.

sayang, i wish i can see you this winter holiday.

but i know you can't make it.

it's really oke for me.

;)

janji dapat skype dgn you.

pfft

iloveyou

.Neddy.

I Miss My Hair And The Old Me

when i look back at my old pic,i do miss the old me.the skinny me.the short hair of me and my long hair.i think i was gorgeous.pfft.it's my blog so i can write whatever i want.LOL.but the old me reminds me all the memories.so i shouldn't miss the old me!i should just live my new life,follow the way to the future by not turning back to the past.yeah.life's complicated.

this is my current hair

i will keep it till it become longer

december 2009

my hair before my medium hair

i like it because it was rihanna and posh beckham hair style

2 years ago

long hair

skinny

i wanna be like this again ;)

you guys wanna know my lil' secret?i will do hair cut when i'm depress.why?because usually i will hate myself.i won't look at myself.i will avoid looking at the mirror till i go to the saloon and do my hair cut to look different and forget me that i hate.i know i'm weird but that's me!

i hope i will be skinny and my hair will be longer next year!can't really wait!

.Neddy.

Perfumes

perfume adalah benda yang paling wajib yang aku perlu ada.sebab,bukanlah aku ni busuk ke apa.perempuan kalau ta ada perfume macam pelik saja.dan lagi satu sebabnya aku sangat sukakan perfume dan suka mengumpul perfume.di bawah ini,ada beberapa perfume yang paling aku suka dan aku mempunyai koleksi perfume perfume ini.

LANCOME oui

currently aku pakai perfume ni

DKNY

DIOR addict shine

SALVATORE FERRAGAMO incanto charms

ISSEY MIYAKE

PARIS HILTON just me

jadi,kalau na tau bau perfume perfume ni macam mana,beli lah dan cuba.pasti ta menyesal.dalam enam enam perfume di atas,paling aku suka salvatore ferragamo tu.memang la tersangat HOT bau dia dan sexy.tapi oleh sebab aku ni jenis yang ta suka pakai dan beli perfume yang sama,aku ta beli perfume salvatore ferragamo tu lagi.

perfume adalah sangat penting untuk perempuan.

.Neddy.

Addiction

Paris Hilton Handbag

LV,Gucci,Prada or Coach?siapa ta ingin memiliki handbag atau accessories daripada jenama jenama ni kan?mungkin kalau aku ada rezeki ataupun dapat duit terpijak,aku pun akan memiliki handbag daripada jenama superb ni.umur pun baru 20 tahun.macam ta sesuai na pakai handbag macam tu.kalau beli original pun orang akan kata beli di Petaling Street.haha.

aku simple.aku cuma minat satu jenama saja yang aku rasa sesuai,affodable dan berkualiti.Paris Hilton is my addiction!design dia yang simple dan luxurious sangat menarik perhatian aku.aku memiliki purse daripada jenama ini.ta perlu lah na beli jenama yang mahal sangat kan?cukuplah sekadar yang mampu dibeli.

kalau kamu semua tanya aku sama ada mahu handbag jenama Guess atau PH,aku akan pilih PH.sebab memang berkualiti.aku ada banyak pengalaman membeli handbag jenama Guess tapi memang ta berkualiti langsung.warna cepat luntur,kain cepat koyak dan sebagainya.

jadi,pilihlah Paris Hilton oke.barulah RARE!

.Neddy.

My Heart

it is all written in my heart

unfortunately nobody can see it

i wish they could

i wish they would

it is bleeding in my heart

unfortunately nobody can cure it

i wish they could

i wish they would

it is tears in my heart

unfortunately nobody can wipe it

i wish they could

i wish they would

it is anger in my heart

unfortunately nobody can calm it down

i wish they could

i wish they would

it is a small piece of happiness in my heart

because everybody make it laughs

i wish the happiness will still be in my heart

i wish it will stay forever

.Neddy.