Day 7

to be honest, i really don't like reading

but i've tried it

not bad

and i bought 3 vampire's novel

the thing is, i don't have time to read it

what a shame -.-"

currently i read this novel :

and and i've another 2 novels

i don't know when i will read it

maybe someday when i've time

LOL

it's oke if i haven't finish those novels

i will read it when i'm free

sometimes reading is fun

but not when there's a distraction

.Neddy.

Crazy

damn!

i really miss hanging out with you guys

i miss that moment we went to malacca just to eat fried rice

crazy enough huh?

i miss that moment we went for a movie

ouhh i can't remember what movie -.-"

whatever it is

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

.Neddy.

Random (1)

you just broke my heart into pieces

:)

.Neddy.

Two-Faced

ever heard about two-faced people?

i'm sure that u have met this kinda people once

this type of people really really mean for me

and and they're dangerous

for GOD sake!

this type of people will :

pretend that they're GOOD in front of u

pretend that they are INNOCENT

pretend that they're LOVELY

pretend that they're CARING/LOVING

pretend that they're really like u

pretend that they're always agreed what u like

pretend that they can be a good friend of u

but actually they are :

smiling and laughing behind u when u have a problem

wanna know about u so that they can talk behind u

will tell something BAD about u to everyone

BACK-STABBER

how to deal with this kinda people?

avoid personal topics

refrain from sharing too much information about yourself

limit conversation to neutral topics

ignore them

avoid them

stay away from them

don't be too nice to them

avoid hanging out with them

so, i guess u know how to differentiate good and bad people

be careful because if you close to them, u will regret

trust me because i was going through it for so many times

i was such a nice person to them but later on, they talked bad about me

people with this two-faced, really don't know how to appreciate others

they're really don't give a damn about others feeling

so what are u waiting for?

just slap them in the face!

LOL

.Neddy.

A Story About Life

one day, a RICH father took his son on a trip.

he wanted to show his son how POOR someone can be.

they spent time on the farm of a POOR family.

on the way home, father asked :

father :

did you see how poor they are? what did you learn?

son :

we have a pool, they have rivers,

we have lanterns at night, they have stars.

we buy foods, they grow theirs.

we have walls to protect us, they have friends.

we have encyclopedias, they have Quran.

thanks dad for showing me how POOR we are.

LESSON :

it's not about money that makes us RICH

it's about simplicity and having ALLAH in our lives

Wallahhu'alam

.Neddy.

Manusia

manusia punya hati yang berbeza

manusia punya zahir yang berbeza

manusia punya kesilapan yang berbeza

manusia punya akal dan fikiran yang berbeza

kita tidak boleh samakan semua manusia dengan manusia lain

jika manusia tidak pernah buat kesilapan

jangan dipanggil manusia

kerana manusia bukanlah sempurna

jika ada manusia yang melakukan kesilapan

dia perlu meminta maaf

dan manusia lain perlu memaafkan

kerana itu yang terbaik untuk setiap manusia

aku juga manusia

manusia biasa yang melakukan kesilapan

tetapi jangan hukum aku kerana aku lemah

aku tidak mampu menanggung semua kesilapan aku terhadap manusia lain

aku ungkapkan kata maaf di sini

kerana aku tidak mahu manusia menjadi musuh aku

manusia manusia di alam ini adalah sahabat aku

kerana musuh aku hanya yang satu itu

.Neddy.

New Layout

yeah just changed my layout

i love it

because it's PINK!

i hope you guys like it

.Neddy.

Take Back My Heart

the tears keep falling down

because i can feel the pain inside my chest

i can't stand this anymore

i need somebody to be right beside me

i feel so numb

i feel so down

God, if u hear me

i'm begging u

please, take back my heart

so that i can't feel anything

i give up

.Neddy.

Pedih

ketika saat kita mempunyai masalah, ramai yang hulurkan tangan memberi bantuan. dan ada juga yang tidak hiraukan kita. menceritakan masalah kepada orang yang salah, memang menyakitkan hati. bukan saja bantuan tidak diberikan, malah dimarahinya pula. kalau kita di tempat itu, apa yang kita rasa? pedih di hati, ta payah cakap. sakit bagai dicucuk dengan pisau tajam.

ada yang mahu menghulurkan tangan, bantu. orang itulah yang kita tidak ceritakan masalah kita kepada dia. rasa malu pun ada. serba salah bila ta beritahu dia apa masalah kita. tapi bila seseorang itu tidak menceritakan masalah dia kepada orang tertentu, bererti dia tidak mahu menyusahkan orang itu. kata orang, bukan senang na balas budi baik orang lain.

kadang kadang kita perlu fikir, ta semua masalah kita perlu cerita kepada orang lain. bukan apa, malas mahu meminta simpati. kita perlu tau bagaimana mahu menyelesaikan masalah sendiri. bukan semua benda perlu mengharap bantuan orang lain. sebagai manusia normal, kita dikurniakan dua tangan, dua kaki, dua mata, hidung dan mulut. cuba fikir apa kita boleh buat dengan kurniaan itu semua untuk menyelesaikan masalah?

.Neddy.

Jealousy

Jealousy has
Frightening eyes
Jealousy has
Grinding teeth
Jealousy has
A cunning face

Jealousy can live
Without a mind
Without a heart
Without a soul
Even without God

Human jealousy
And divine Ecstasy
Are eternal strangers

Jealousy
Is an aggressive boxer
A repulsive dancer
A hopeless singer
And a useless storyteller

Jealousy
Before you entered
Into my life
I was the world's
Richest princess
Now that you are in me
And I am for you
I have become
The poorest street-beggar

Jealousy
You are my constant
Nightmare-mind
You are my constant
Love-absence-heart

Shortest is the distance
From jealousy to hell

Jealousy
You are your own
Ultimate
Self-destructive-indulgence

.Neddy.

Day 6

oke let me tell u this

i couldn't give one musician/band

because i've two musician/band that i like the most

equally

i love them so much because i think they're talented

and and i never get bored with them

so whatever, i give two oke?

hehe

AVRIL LAVIGNE

i think she's so talented

for me, she has a nice voice

she's a good song writer too

most of her songs are written by herself

the music and the lyrics just suit my soul

i became her fan since her 'complicated' song until now

never bored with her songs

ouh and and she knows how to play guitar, piano and drums

so i guess, she's the first musician that i think important to me

because she's talented and still young

wanna see how talented she is?

watch this :

Avril Lavigne Plays Guitar

Avril Lavigne Plays Piano

Avril Lavigne Plays Drums

AMY LEE (EVANESCENCE)

talking about band, yeah this is the best band for me

Amy Lee and her band is awesome!

i never think their songs are weird or something

yeah, most of my friends doesn't like their songs

because the music

their songs are like 'ghost' and 'haunted' songs

but i still like them from their first song 'bring me to life'

Amy Lee also has a good voice, her high and low pitch just awesome

and she plays piano very well!

so i think this band is important to me

because they bring the different kind of songs

i mean the music and the lyrics

i love their lyrics because it is more likely to literature

not direct lyrics and u have to listen again and again to understand it

wanna see how good they are?

watch this :

Amy Lee Plays Piano and Sings Lithium

Amy Lee - Going Under (Acoustic Live)

Amy Lee ft Seether - Broken (Live)

.Neddy.

Hot Air Balloons Carnival 2011

i went last saturday with my friends. last minute plan. it was a boring day because that weekend i've no plan. yeah, my BFF, amoy, wasn't in PD. she went to singapore. so i followed my other friends to the carnival. it was a tiring day but i had fun with them.

the best part is i've to drive my car back to PD form Seremban 2. and and u know what? i supposed to used Johor Bahru highway to PD from Seremban 2, but i was like blur and i used the KL highway. yeah, awesome right? so, i've to drive all the way to Nilai from Seremban because Nilai is the nearest exit. and i was alone that time and it was like 12.30am! for God sake, i drove about 150km/h on the highway and i reached my house around 1.10am. haha. whatever! enjoy my pic :)

for more pictures, view my FACEBOOK ;)

.Neddy.

Lomography

at first, i didn't know that LOMO has so many types of camera. until yesterday, one of my friend told me about this LOMO camera and its function. every type of LOMO has their own fucntion. and my friend told me the quality of the photo is superb and awesome. and the price is not pricey at all. the price range is about RM300 and above. i was thinking about buying a DSLR camera but after i know about this LOMO, i fall in love. here, 3 types of LOMO that i think i want. haha.

DIANA F+

click HERE to know about DIANA F+

OKTOMAT

click HERE to know about OKTOMAT

SPINNER 360°

click HERE to know about SPINNER 360°

there's many types of LOMO available. and i couldn't type all their names here. i only fall in love with these 3 types of LOMO above. if u wanna know more about LOMO camera, u can go here - LOMOGRAPHY

so, say no to DSLR, and hi LOMOGRAPHY. u just made me crazy about u my dear LOMO. if i got this, i'm the happiest girl in the world. hehe.

.Neddy.

Answer

HEY FRIEND

how polite i can be to you?

how nice i can treat you?

will i respect you?

will i give my hand when you need my help?

do i bitch about you?

do i care about you?

will i love you like the others?

will i be a good friend to you?

I

don't have to anwer all this bull shit

YOU

have the answer

.Neddy.

Day 5

AMSTERDAM

why here?

because i think the place is cool

like everything is legal there

hahaha

i'm not talking about the weed or sex museum

LOL

i just wanna go there

GOA

look at the beach

beautiful!

i'm the kinda person who doesn't like beach

but when i look at this, damn!

i'm speechless

it's like i can release my stress when i look at it

can imagine if i go there, the wind, the ocean

man ouh man!

EGYPT

for sure because of the pyramid

and the place, i think it's different from the other places

its' kinda unique though

and i wanna see the camel

hehehe

NEW YORK CITY

i love shopping so much

so i guess NYC is the best place to shop

and loads of entertainment

how i wish i can pampered myself

by shopping and having fun here

damn!

i dream a lot man!

ROME

rome colloseum

it's beautiful

i wanna see it with my own eyes how beautiful it is

and maybe some other places here are nice

not only the colloseum

but the main attraction in Rome is this colloseum

arts!

Day 4

and this is my Tumblr

u can see i named my page as Neddy's right?

the meaning behind my Tumblr name?

it's only my name man!

it's just like, my thing, my page

so i named it Neddy's

same goes to my blog it's also Neddy's

i just love my nickname

and i think Neddy's is the simple name for my Tumblr

it's cool huh?

so, what are u waiting for guys?

follow me on Tumblr oke?

hehehe

.Neddy.

231

this is one of my favorite

when someone plays with my hair

damn!

this is so sweet

when someone doing this

i feel like he loves me and cares about me so muchhhh

u have no idea when this happens to u

i bet, u will melt

for god sake, i miss this so much

please let it happens soon

i want!

imissyou

Day 3

oke let's talk about today

March 15th, 2011

i guess nothing much happened today

i went to class ( E-commerce class) & i walked to class all alone

was calling Yong to go to class together and he said wait for him

because he just woke up

and almost 10minutes i was waiting for him

then i received a text from him saying that he don't wannna go to class

oke, that's just great (thanks to Yong)

and then i walked to class alone

and guess what? it was a boring class ever!

class finished and then lunch with Ed and Ben

after lunch, i went home

online ( facebook, twitter & blog )

then, i slept about 3hours plus ( from 5pm-8.30pm)

yeah, i'm a sleepyhead

i love sleeping so much

tell me about it!

i woke up and called Ben for dinner

i had my dinner with Adila and Ben

after that, we went to Trickshot

trickshot is a place where u can play pool and foosbal

yeah, we played pool and foosbal

now, here i am

updating my 'Day 3' entry

nothing much for today

yeah, life as a student

especially when you're in a place of less entertainment

nothing u can do

i think u guys can guess what am i doing every day

classes, online, eat, sleep

lifeless enough huh?

.Neddy.

Day 2

LIKES :

my favorite stuffs ( Blackberry, perfumes, flip flops, wrist watch )

long hair / brown eyes

butter chicken

Avril Lavigne /Paris Hilton

I-pad / DSLR

my boyfriend's smile

happiness ( credit to my family, BFF & boyfriend )

shopping

social network ( facebook, twitter, blog, tumblr )

karaoke

DISLIKES :

sarcasm

cockroach / snake

hot weather

liar / back-stabber

drug addicts

bitches

internet connection sucks

no money

my Exes and their gf (pfft!)

whoever who loves to ruin my life

.Neddy.

Day 1

my full name is Nur Nadirah Binti Abd Razak

my friends call me Ned or Neddy

21 years old

Business Administration student in INTI International University, Nilai

i'm from Port Dickson

i love pink and purple like so much

complicated, moody, friendly, talkative, funny, easy-going, lame, annoying,

sensitive, laugh out loud, crazy, sleepyhead

in a relationship

enough said

wanna know more, just ask me

i won't bite

.Neddy.

30 Day Challenge

this one kinda cool huh?

i shall do it all

i will

if i've time i'll do it

.Neddy.

Cooking

currently i'm learning something that i don't expect that i would do. it's cooking! yeah my mum never asked me to cook neither my dad. since i was small, mum is the only person in my house that cook for our family. until now, i realized that i need to know how to cook for i'm 21 years old this year. sometimes i just don't have confident in cooking. but yeah, now i have a lil bit of that confident. i've cooked and baked some foods. here some pictures i wanna share with u guys.

vanilla cupcakes

choc chips vanilla muffin

bread butter pudding

butter chicken

batik cake

i promised to myself that i'll be a good cooker in the future. i still have a lot of things to learn in cooking. and i still have times to learn all this. thanks to mum because she's the one that teach me how to cook. hope i can be a PRO cooker. pfft!

.Neddy.

Listen To Me

hey

listen to me

remember the time we were together

you were being my shelter

you always wipe my tears

but that was years ago

you were letting me go

you left me all alone

without any reason

i cry out my tears

i scream out loud

but you will never listen

what is this thing all about?

and then you told me

that you have to leave

there's a reason

you can't tell me

but i will know someday

hey

listen to me

now i can smile

with another guy

because now i know the reason why

.Neddy.

Menipu

mesti semua orang pernah menipu kan? tipulah kalau ta pernah menipu. bagi aku, manusia menipu bersebab. ada beberapa sebab manusia menipu. antaranya ialah :

1. sebab na jaga hati orang
2. sebab memang suka menipu
3. sebab tana orang tahu apa yang dia buat (konon innocent)
4. sebab na tunjuk diri dia bagus di mata orang lain
5. sebab na selamatkan diri

sebab 1 :

ini alasan yang paling common sekali. lebih lebih lagi bagi pasangan yang bercinta. menipu sebab na jaga hati pasangan mereka. contoh situasi ialah bila si A na keluar dengan orang lain, tapi ta beritahu si B. sebab dia tahu si B ta suka si A ni keluar dengan orang lain. jadi, si A terpaksa menipu. kata tertidur la (alasan paling hangat), battery phone habis la. macam macam alasan. dia takut na beritahu si B sebab takut si B marah dan merajuk. jadi terpaksa la menipu.

sebab 2 :

ini memang ta boleh diubah. kalau perangai da suka menipu, memang ta boleh dimaafkan. orang macam ni kalau ta menipu, ta sah. ta boleh hidup agaknye kalau ta menipu. agaknye badan rasa gatal gatal kot kalau ta menipu. orang macam ni, kita boleh tau dia menipu. sebab kadang kadang kalau dia menipu, memang ta logik langsung.

sebab 3 :

oke la aku bagi contoh senang. sebab menipu ni selalu digunakan untuk menipu mak bapak. yela, siapa tana nampak perfect depan mata mak bapak kan? so, kalau na buat jahat, terpaksa menipu. kalau dulu masa sekolah, na pergi dating, beritahu mak bapak na pergi tuisyen la kelas tambahan la. padahal na berdating dengan si kekasih. sangguplah ponteng tuisyen.

sebab 4 :

orang macam ni kita boleh gelar 'macam bagus' atau pun 'lansi'. aku ada kawan yang ta berapa na kaya. tapi sanggup menipu orang kata diri dia kaya. kata ada ini la, itu la. kira cerita dengan orang tana kalah la. kata bapak business berjuta juta. pakai kereta yang paling mahal dekat dunia. ada yang sanggup mengaku keluarga orang lain (yang kaya) tu, keluarga dia. perlu ke menipu weyh?

sebab 5 :

contoh situasi. si A ajak si B ni lepak sebab da lama ta jumpa dan susah na jumpa. jadi si B berbelah bagi sebab dia da janji dengan si C na lepak sama sama. jadi, si B menipu si A kata ada hal la, mak sakit la, atuk mati la sebab ta boleh na lepak dengan si A. padahal dia da janji dengan si C. so, na selamatkan diri, dia bagi macam macam alasan dekat si A. terpaksa menipu sebab na selamatkan diri.

konklusinya, aku rasa semua orang pernah menipu. cuma sebab sebabnya yang berbeza. tapi, sampai bila kita harus hidup dalam penipuan? susah ke na jadi jujur? orang kata, 'biarlah orang marah kerana kita jujur, bukan marah kerana kita menipu'. sebab sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. sekali kau menipu, sampai bila bila orang susah na percaya kau.

.Neddy.

Cinta

kata orang, cinta itu buta. betul ke? kalau betul, kenapa perlu jadi buta sebab cinta? maksud cinta itu buta, bagi aku ialah, manusia sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk pasangan mereka. ta kiralah baik ke buruk mana pun pasangan mereka tu, diorang ta kisah pun apa orang kata. janji mereka tau, mereka sayang pada pasangan mereka tu. ye, memang betul. tapi perlu ke jadi buta kalau pasangan mereka tu main kayu tiga depan mata, kikis duit ta ingat dunia, ta menghargai cinta yang mereka bagi? paling teruk bila da kena sepak terajang dengan pasangan sendiri. cinta kah itu?

apa yang perlu ada pada cinta ialah kasih sayang dari hati. kalau da sampai sepak terajang, mengikis, main kayu tiga, adakah sayang di hati itu? boleh nampak dan fikir kan? jangan jadi bodoh sebab mencintai orang yang ta tahu na sayang kita. buang masa and that's just bull shit!

kita diberi akal untuk berfikir. kalau setakat ada akal, tapi ta tahu beza mana baik buruk, baik buang saja otak yang ada tu. jadi, sebelum na bercinta tu, fikir balik apa definisi cinta. orang ta wujudkan perkataan cinta tu kalau tiada makna yang mendalam. belajar dari kesilapan. tipula kalau ta pernah bercinta langsung kan? jadi diri sendiri dan itu yang terbaik.

.Neddy.

Goodbye Lullaby

9th March 2011

Avril Lavigne new album Goodbye Lullaby out today!

just downloaded all her songs from this album

all i can say is most of her songs in this album are awesome

and i guess maybe the songs for her ex-husband

because the lyrics man!

check her songs out and you won't regret

the lyrics and the music are good

stab me if they're not!

i'm her die hard fan fyi :D

p/s : thanks Mel for downloaded it for me ;)

.Neddy.

Avril Lavigne - I Love You

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like your smile

I like your vibe

I like your style

But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way, you're such a star

But that's not why I love you, hey

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too

Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you, is you

Being you, just you

Yea the reason I love you

Is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like the way you misbehave

When we get wasted

But that's not why I love you

And how you keep your cool when I am complicated

But that's not why I love you, hey

Yeaaa

ohhhh, ohhhh

Even though we didn't make it through

I am always here for you

yea-a-a

la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)

la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)

la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)

la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)

p/s : i love you ;)

.Neddy.